Sitting alone in a state where i know no one is making me a little lonely tonight. i feel like an emotional train wreck, i never know what kind of mood i'm going to be in. sometimes i'm enjoying it here and other times i wish i was back in Norman. I know that moving away and starting a job is part of "growing up" but it is a lot more than that i feel. i don't think parents prepare children for the emotional effects of moving and growing up. it seems like moving away to college is the first step and parents cry and its exciting to be away from your parents when you're 18, but after the 4+ years of being at college you are then expected to pick up and move after graduation to get a job that you have worked for. but thats no big deal, there are no tears, there is no excitement. you develop and grow friendships in high school, then move away, some you keep and some linger away. you make friends in college, then move away, will some stay? Nights like this it makes me feel like they are all lingering away. all i have is the internet and a cell phone to keep in touch with people. but how much can you say on the phone and show on the internet?
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