Thursday, 27 March 2008

• I am currently sitting on my cozy balcony, enjoying the weather and the company of my bichon, Sacha. I am also staring at the most despised flag in the country, the texas flag...hung at the same height as the American flag, like the two are equal or something. How did i end up here?
  
  It will be officially two weeks on Saturday. I still have no job and no friends. Also, the sight of Hai is getting on my nerves. I think i need a job to continue my love for him. I didn't go to an interview today. I just couldn't. I knew they would offer me a job and i would have to take it because i have nothing else but i would hate it. i just couldn't bring myself to work in a place that i hate going into regularly. There are a few prospective jobs still out there and will hopefully have something by the end of next week.
  
  People call to check on my and ask me about living in Texas, its sweet but also very hard to answer. Its always the same questions with the same responses:
  Hows Texas?
  its fine
  hows the job search?
  eh, alright
  sounds like you're unhappy
  no, i'm fine
  so what else is new?
  nothing, i've been to the gym everyday
  well thats exciting, way to go
  thanks, i only go to watch TV since i don't have it here
  ohh, well at least you're just sitting around all day
  yeah, i get bored of doing nothing after a few hours
  so, guess who i saw last night at the bar?
  oh, you went out last night?
  yeah, it was soo much fun, too bad you're in Texas otherwise you could have come!
  oh yeah, i wish i could have, i have no friends here
  oh you'll make friends...so this girl was soo drunk so we all left and went to play beerpong
  thats cool
  yeah it was really really fun, you totally missed out! well it was good talking to you, keep me updated
  okay i will
  bye
  bye
  
  yes, i wish i could have been there, yes it sucks that i am here! i am in fucking Texas!
  but i'll make friends, i will find a job, everything will be just fine
  
  i getting bored with my life, everyday i think of a new activity to do after i browse the web for an hour looking for jobs. yesterday it was to find the closest Banana Republic so but an outfit for these interviews i am going to have. so i drove around Flower Mound/Lewisville for close to an hour and never found it. i even called the store and asked where it was located and the girl couldn't tell me. so after that activity i came home, too tired to make a real dinner so we had sandwiches.
  
  
  

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